First post of the new year. Hello 2011. How are you this fine morning?
For some reason, I haven't been myself this week. Why? I couldn't tell you. But alas, I don't feel myself.
I've been dreaming lately.
But not a dream that you'd cherish or want to remember always.
Dreams of what used to be.
What could be now.
What should be now.
What should have been then.
You would hope that after everything; years even, things would go back to normal.
But yet I always find myself in retrograde.
Why is it so hard to let go?
Why is it so hard to hold on?
Things shouldn't be fine.
They should be great.
But maybe it's just me who isn't great, and not what is around me.
My resolution is to let go.
To live without fear.
If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.